I have an issue though...
I have this ache in my body... more like a pain to be honest. And it's been there for the last few weeks. I suffered from it for the last 4 years and i finally left it late last year... but its back. And it's pissing me the hell off! It's not as bad as it used to be so much easier to deal with now, but its still apparent. It's like i need to take one last pain-KILLER for it to officially leave my body. But it seems to be proving that i'm not in control on when i have to take it. I have come to terms with the fact that i am not happy with this ache/pain but i don't think IT has and that's unnerving. Why cause aches and pains where it's not needed?
... that feeling when you just want to hold a pillow to your face and scream... yea that's how i feel right now... further more that's how i've been feeling.
They say when your at your happiest you get tested... this is definitely my test.